Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I am so tired...
Tired of everything.
Tired of the internet.
Tired of my computer.
Tired of my friends.
Tired of the drama that comes with my friends.
Tired of mowing.
Tired of being inside.
Tired of perfect weather.
Tired of music.
Tired of card games.
Tired of video games.
I might as well stop eating because I'm
Tired of having to make my own food everyday.
Tired of relationships that I've never even had.
Tired of being cold... inside and out.
Tired of being bored out of my mind.
Tired of not crying, and instead of letting the tears flow, blinking them away and pretending everything is fine.
Tired of having too much tact, or too little courage.
Tired of not being able to say what I want.
Tired of rude people.
Tired of being rude to people.
Tired of being tired.
I think I'll just sleep forever, like Sleeping Beauty, and that way maybe... just maybe... I won't be tired anymore.
lil tea leaf at Wednesday, August 24, 2005